I’m swinging
On the swing of my decisions
On the uncertainty of my style
It’s too hot outside
Anyone’s blessing
Every time guessing
What have I done so wrong?
It’s not interesting
Waiting for something that will never come
I was just walking on the beach trying
To figure out the road to come to you
But don’t make me choose
The lens of my sunglasses show me an ochre world
I’m swinging
On the swing of my decisions
On the uncertainty of my style
It’s too hot outside
I’m swinging
On the swing of my decisions
On the uncertainty of my style
It’s too hot outside
I’m oozing nervousness
I don’t know why I’m stressed
But I feel it will pass
I think I’m useless
In my head I’ve got a mess
I guess it’s not the end
I’m swinging
On the swing of my decisions
On the uncertainty of my style
It’s too hot outside
I filled the gap between your presence
and the moment I waited for you to come back
I was about to lock myself
but fears are my friends in the end
I give in to a sunny smile
Even when it’s dark inside my messy mind
My brain would say I’m wrong
My soul is getting warm
I give in to a gentle touch
On the pale cheek after spending time without
The need to ask what’s wrong
If you get close I’m warm
Some flowers bloom when I’m not looking
but I can still feel how they smell
My thoughts mature in the same way
Today I’m the same, I keep look in the mirror
I give in to a sunny smile
Even when it’s dark inside my messy mind
My brain would say I’m wrong
My soul is getting warm
I give in to a gentle touch
On the pale cheek after spending time
The need to ask what’s wrong
If you get close I’m warm
To push your limits further look at what you fought for
What you lost is half of what you’ll get
It’s hard to say if we should follow our emotions
when the only thing we feel is pain
I give in to a sunny smile
Even when it’s dark inside my messy mind
My brain would say I’m wrong
My soul is getting warm
I give in to a gentle touch
On the pale cheek after spending time without
The need to ask what’s wrong
If you get close I’m warm
All that I have
All that I want
Is so much that I can’t even see the end
I feel my past
I dream my blend
That will keep
My brain and my soul together now
Why don’t you see
I’m trying to be
The one that
You will decide to have on your side
The artistic soul
The realistic part
Create
A fight we will deserve to win
Have you ever thought
About the price
You have to pay
When you decide to compromise
Why don’t you see
I’m trying to be
The one that
You will decide to have on your side
The artistic soul
The realistic part
Create
A fight we will deserve to win
Have you ever thought
About the price
You have to pay
When you decide to compromise
You should have prayed
Now it’s too late
You have to accept
The choice you made is permanent
Remember all the things that people say about you
and then don’t trust them
When you feel tired just get some rest and think about your life
What are you doing now is something so important for your soul
Please don’t look back and focus only on your goals
Have you ever thought
About the price
You have to pay
When you decide to compromise
You should have prayed
Now it’s too late
You have to accept
The choice you made is permanent
Did we ask ourselves
How to spend our time alone
Now we’re forced to be on our own
And we’re more afraid
of losing everything we knew
But we didn’t care yesterday
We complain
about being ordinary people
But now we’d pay to go back
To feel the freedom
We used to call routine
To breathe without a mask
We don’t sleep so much
when our brain is full of problems
We work hard to survive in this world
Now they’re all so small
compared to hundred deaths a day
And the weirdest thing is that
the world is breathing without us
We complain
about being ordinary people
But now we’d pay to go back
To feel the freedom
We used to call routine
To breathe without a mask
You’re stuck at home
You’re stuck with everyone you love
You think you’re bored cause usually you’re busy
Let’s try to appreciate the silence,
all the quiet places
we’ve been dreaming of the whole life
We complain
about being ordinary people
But now we’d pay to go back
To feel the freedom
We used to call routine
To breathe without a mask
Talk
without connecting all the words
the flow will help to let you know
if what you’re saying is true or not
Lie
don’t even ask yourself why
sometimes you just want to survive
and talk with someone’s passing by
there’s no shame to deny
the evidence, your desire,
I know you want to feel safe
an open space where you can scream
and no one is listening
you don’t look back
but it hurts you
cause normal people usually do
when everything stops
what is left is you
there’s nothing you can do
Judge
the person who is judging you
and then feel bad cause I know you
I see the anger you’ve been through
Express your mind, your desire,
I know you want to feel safe
an open space where you can scream
and no one is listening
you don’t look back
but it hurts you
cause normal people usually do
when everything stops
what is left is you
there’s nothing you can do
there’s no shame to deny
the evidence, your desire,
I know you want to feel safe
an open space where you can scream
and no one is listening
you don’t look back
but it hurts you
cause normal people usually do
when everything stops
what is left is you
there’s nothing you can do
When I was a child
My dad and I
We knew how to fly
In his arms, so safe
Laugh and talk and play
And my dreams were real
And my dreams were real
Now please
Stand you all
And fly without wings
And smile, are you here?
Stand you all
and cry without a tear
And love without a fear
No failures and no regrets
Only future in my hands
I could feel the wind
In my curly hair
Music was my only friend
Didn’t know how to be upset
Can we start again
Can we start again
Now please
Stand you all
And fly without wings
And smile, are you here?
Stand you all
and cry without a tear
And love without a fear
I just want you to understand
That life is one
Even though is a painful thought
We need this consciousness
Being able to live and love
Is not naive at all
All I’m asking you now is
If you can
Stand you all
And fly without wings
And smile, are you here?
Stand you all
and cry without a tear
And love without a fear
Certe canzoni
Ti portano indietro
E senti quel peso allo stomaco
Come un ricordo fisico
Perché di mentale
C’è solo il dolore
Dove ti sei nascosta?
Sei ancora in giardino
A giocare a nascondino
O in giro a lottare per riavere quella
dignità rubata
Gioventù bruciata
Dicono
Un graffio sul cuore
Passato e curato
Ma in mente avrai sempre
Una fitta, ancora tremo
Non c’è pace
Dove ti sei nascosta?
Sei ancora in giardino
A giocare a nascondino
O in giro a lottare per riavere quella
dignità rubata
Gioventù bruciata
Dicono
Seduta vicino nemmeno un saluto
La rabbia ha coperto il bisogno di aiuto
Riavvolgi uno sguardo
Ti arrendi saltando la scuola
Ancora nessuna parola
Dove ti sei nascosta?
Sei ancora in giardino
A giocare a nascondino
O in giro a lottare per riavere quella
dignità rubata
Gioventù bruciata
Dicono
Chiara Filomeni